Two poems by Tanzanian publisher, writer and feminist activist Demere Kitunga- founder/director of Soma cafe in Dar es Salaam.
Whack!
Whack!
A lash rips her skin open
Slut!
Comes out of the prodigal tongue
Of her loving father’s mouth
Whack!
I shudder at the sound of another lash
Tongue tied
Mother and I watch, immobilized
Like marble frozen, mute!
Whack!
Heart pounding, mouth dry
I close my eyes and will my tears to roll
A floodgate of memory of humiliation,
Mine, hers, ours!
Whack!
Another lash, harsher than the previous
A sound I can no longer bear to hear
In a furor of action I mingle, angry
No longer stupefied!
Whack!
Tables turn a switch grabbed and flung at him
It misses!
Rancor settles at the sound of her voice
No more…
A shudder…
Inexplicable sense of guilt
All this cruelty as punishment
For the most natural of all emotions
And we let it happen?
Frustrated…
Teeth clenched we claw and rake
Root it out we call and sing together
Impotent ‘tis his turn for stupor
Pride plummeted!
© Demere Kitunga
Siasa gani hii?
Jicho limefunga
Shavu limevimba
Mguu unachechemea
Michubuko mwili mzima!
Kulikoni ndugu rafiki?
Aah! Utelezi
Jana usiku gizani
Maji yakichuruzika sakafuni
Nikateleza nikaangukia kisiki!
Ah! Kisiki ndani ya nyumba?
Uongo mwingine…
Nyuma ya pazia jembamba
Ningesemaje?
Juzi nikabururwa hadharani
Hamkuingilia!
Ni ugomvi wao wa ndani
Niliwasikia mkisema
Nikajiona dhalili!
Mliposhika midomo yenu
Mkinicheka…
Leo mwataka niseme nini?
Wacha nivumilie vitendo vyake
Niifunike aibu yangu na yenu
Ndani ya ukimya huu
Pamoja na uongo huu
Tunaouishi!
Hizi ndizo zetu mila
Ndivyo wanavyotufunda
Ndio wetu utamaduni
Na yetu maadili pia
Lakini niambie ndugu rafiki….
Mila na utamaduni wa nani?
Na hayo maadili?
Yanamlinda nani?
Siasa gani hii…
Yenye mambo ya nje na ya ndani?
Inayohalalisha ukatili!
© Demere Kitunga